• Kill the Cop in Your Head
• July 6
• my friend reminded me:
• you know what they say—
• crazy girls give the best head
• and i felt myself becoming defensive
• and afraid
• that maybe i never allow myself
• to go crazy enough to do
• what i’m capable of
• and anticipating the regret
• that would visit me
• when my life was through
• i despaired
• remembering all the blowjobs i’d received
• i tried to think of which ones were the sanest
• but no lover is without turmoil nor affliction
• and so i could not decide
• today in my diary i wrote:
• when you’re blowing someone
• what’s most important is to
• just have fun and be yourself