• The First Thing You Ever Said to Me
  • August 13
  • the first thing
  • you ever said to me
  • was, of your girlfriend,
  • “don’t let her intimidate you”
  • it’s getting harder now
  • to persuade myself
  • i’m worthless to other women
  • but i can still do it
  • if i ignore the way we stood hip to hip
  • at the pool table
  • read aloud from leather zines
  • together in the Archives
  • joked about how uncomfortable
  • that sex scene was
  • in the Akerman flick
  • it was my freshman year
  • and i got beaten up
  • at the lesbian bar
  • for looking like a girl
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